Tristan Edpao

i need to go back tp updating this shit...

Damn.. i didn't know i could have so much emotions for one person.. the first time i met her i seriously couldnt stop looking at her.. her voice felt so warm. so calm. so cute.

This was yesterday... and i still can't stop thinking about it. and one of my really good friends is like tight with her.. so whenever i talk to him, he talks about her. so thats not helping the problem. FUCK or even if i go on my friends myspace.. theirs pictures of her all over. iono but there's something that doesn't want me to keep my mind off of thinking about her. shit man.. so continuing on with the story..

we were laying down looking at the stars. talking about alot of stuff... random stuff... random boring stuff... but yet, i liked it. i didnt care what we would talk about. i was happy that she was even talking to me. though we weren't alone, if felt like we were.. and i just ignored everyone else. i seriously even made an excuse to lay next to her... LMAO. im fucking whack!

and thats it.. we just talked and talked. seemed like forever... then we left each other BAHAH! all over =/ and haven't talked to her since.. feels like a nightmare.. cant stop thinking ! FML FML !!!
i dont think ill ever talk to her or hang out with her again.



P.S. the funny thing is, i haven't wrote about someone i liked before.. its just now i had to get her out of my system.. she's got me trippin.

man this is doodoo! haha we actually went to cross roads park last night and watched a meteor shower.. i always thought meteor showers was like literally a shower of meteors but yet.. it wasnt.. it was a whack deal. i only saw like 4. hahaha i met two new people that night. Robert and Vincent... Rob was pretty chill i was awkwardly talking to him under the blanket... dont ask haha. Hardly talked to Vince but he seemed aight.

there was some pretty ignant people there that night. like jvo and his friends.. shoooot, playing DS at a park. in the dark. not watching the stars. wtf? stupid or stupid? yeah well we left early cause of allessssuh! she was crazy scared that she was gonna get introuble.. this was around 3:30 ish.. we dropped her off, then devin, then jamo and her brother.

3:47 ish (i know from my texts) Lauren took me and rob to noriels house. we all just chilled and finished watching part of "the strangers" in HD. (HD IS DOODOO!) it looks so fake! anyways..

i kind of got really tired cause Lauren was laying on me. so i think Rob kind of got the hint so he moved down the couch more. i got to lay awkwardly but still felt better then when she was laying on me. we were beginning to watch tropic thunder. then i blacked out.

i then woke up to my bare feet right next to Rob's face hahahah! i was hella freaking out ! So yeah Lauren had to leave because her sister called her. she dropped me off at home i i realized i didnt have a house key... i was fucked. it was about 5:40 in the morning and my eldest sister was out and my other sister was sleeping. and when she sleeps. its over. you can do nothing about it. so i had to sneak in the back and try to bang on the glass door.

thank god my uncle was there that night.. he was kind of mad cause i woke him up but whatever. fun night. had good conversations. good fun. (doesnt make sense) and good shooting stars... NOT! fuck those stars were crap.. anyways. i had fun. hopefully another day like that will come again.

one of the best nights this summer.. HAHAHA